The World Is Bad

The world is bad. It has always been. The places to write are plenty and also do not exist. This is my place to write dumb things. There are many places to write dumb things, read dumb things, view dumb things. We open our eyes and take it in, the bad medicine. We feel bad. We cannot sleep. We? I mean me. Possibly you. Will you confirm? I am tired of reading the dumb things. Scroll, scroll. I want to write more drivel. I don't want to be pretty or make money. I don't have anything to sell. I have everything I need. I want you to have everything you need.

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